Greg,all this great stuff happening right now is what keep's me going.I dont know what i would do if it was'nt for all this

.I am so so looking forward to meeting you,Ed,Ivan,Wally D and Dave2 and everyone else as well.It will certainly be one hell of a BLAST!!!! you got no worries there at all.I would like to take this opportunity to appologise for the way i have been feeling about the UK,also at this very moment my wifed dear angel of a mother who we all love so so much is in the St Peter's Hospital for terminally ill cancer patient's and it is very difficult times here at this moment.I am a good person,so ive been told,and when i speak about all the outrageouse antic's of what is going on here in the UK i speak for many i am sure,and everyone has problem's of one sort of another whoever they are and wherever they are.My trouble is i get very angry when i see all this unfairness happening as i like to see all people treated fairly and in this day and age i would simply not expect nothing less.I dont mind immigrant's coming here to live one bit,as my stepfather was a good Polish man and a wonderful father after my Father died on his motorcycle just before i was born.It is the totally obscene and outrageouse number's of these people that are allowed to all come and live on this tiny island.There is more of them than us here now and all our heritage going back not hundred's but thousand's of year's is at stake now.I dont mind helping other's one bit but this is taking the piss right out of the REAL BRITISH PEOPLE,and it is simply not good enough.Our roads are a complete nightmare our hospital's are germ factorie's and everything here now is quite simply F****D and to top it all we are the highest TAXED in the world with nothing to show for it.They give these immigrant's houses ,car's,fuel,food,heating and everything else voucher's,and money to send to their familie's back home,while we cant even afford to drive our cars because we pay £8.00 out of every £10.00 worth of fuel and that is gone through the roof as well.IT IS ONE HELL OF A PISS TAKE HERE HAVING TO STOMACH ALL THIS NOW.I paid tax all my life and now have F.A to show for all this wasted money that i had to scrimp and scrape on just to get by here.I am telling you all this here,because i want you all to know THE REAL ENGLAND NOW.A good friend of mine who fought in the Cossovan War and the middle east,has lost his job and was jailed,simply because he called some shit a black bastard,so what,if they call us a white bastard do they get shit like this hell no.Its as simple as this if your white and a bastard then call them one if they are black and a bastard,you aint gonna call em a white bastard are you.Everything here is racist now even our nursery rhymes,they will label you a racist here now if you look at someone the wrong way as long as you are white they will do you here,it is f****** SAD and so f**** UP it's unreal i want to become a racist now myself because of all this braindead shit here.And so do many others.They dont even know what racism is till me and my totally wild friend's from the SAS and many others start,trust me.They aint got no idea in their wildest dreams what could come their way if we really got pissed off here,so far so good,for their sakes i hope it dont come to this.But theres a hell of a lot of ticking bombs over here now just waiting to go off and they will very soon if this braindead shit carries on.And it wont be just white people either there are a lot of African,Jamaicans and many others here who all feel like me as well now as they have been shit on here as well.